At the edge

Friday 13 Jamadil Akhir 1425

today feels like a real Friday the 13th.
My beloved grandma, so frail and weak ... 
Staring at the remainder of her life.
Aunty Jeniah, bed ridden and as of today,
On life support system...
May Allah guide them as they face their final chapter of this life.
May He keep them in the state of Iman till the end.

Alhamdulillah
both Mum and Dad are not suffering from any illnesses
May Allah keep them in good health
And protect their hearts and mind from pain.

MasyaAllah
My children and growing up fast, healthy ...
And most of all as a Muslim.
May Allah swt always, always bless them as such.

but nauzubillah,
I be led astray with all that is happening around me.
The threats and caveats,
The trials and denials,
The protests and arrests...

Ya Allah, give me strength.
Please Ya Allah, give me strength.
La haulawala kuata illabillahi ali yul Azim..